hi. i'm theo. that's it.
I'm just being dramatic
I hope this isn't that About me section you always skip.
I don't want to talk about theo, and what he can do while sitting at a computer with an open video editing software. I want to talk about the one that made it possible for the zoned-out/ hyperfocused one to be able to do it.
I'm not a professional. I'll never be. I enjoy being the odd one, I enjoy doing a right turn when everybody goes left. I don't believe there are bad choices. The only bad choices I ever did were the ones that didn't feel natural to me. And even those led to good things;
I was once listening to a Kendrick Lamar song, and the last minutes of the song represented a fictional dialogue between Kendrick and Tupac. And this part stuck in my brain immediatelly and I think about it a lot:
K: And through your different avenues of success
How would you say you managed to keep a level of sanity?
T: By my faith in God, by my faith in the game
And by my faith in "all good—, all good things come to those that stay true"
And I try to always walk by it. It's not for the ones that are perfect. Not to the ones that work their life away. Not to the ones that always choose to cut corners. To the ones that stay true. And I love being true to myself.
I fail regularly. Everyday. But when I wake up again, I'm never in that bad state I was yesterday, when I thought everything was falling apart. I keep a do-everyday list. And that list contains three major rules:
Pray every morning and night
Be proud of what you did today
And the most important one,
Have faith it's going to be alright.
Walking by faith has never failed.
And that's what I'd want to highlight -
I'll never provide the professional - business results some would like. I leave that for others.
Instead, I'll provide something I love. Something true. I hate when I work thinking about the paycheck and not about my satisfaction.
And I pray I'll never change, because all good things come to those that stay true.
this is my favorite song at the moment - i'll update this regularly. i love music.
btw i also like flowers a lot i haven't mentioned that sorry
Update: 26/06/2025 - I wrote this last year. I still align with these values. I still like flowers, also.